And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me
wondering, it kinda crept up and took me
by surprise, is I never saw it coming
The thing about love.
♥ ♥ ♥
Thursday, July 31, 2008 @ 9:05 PM

i cant believe i survived today.
today was HORRIBLE.
lessons were super boring and we had late break again.
mrs yuan was pissed today (thanks to us) but she sounded funny X:

had swimming and there were only six people.
not bad, we had alot of space :D
i love swimming!
but it makes me hungry.
HUNGRY !
im still hungry now.
:D

cantstopthinkingaboutyou.


Wednesday, July 30, 2008 @ 8:42 PM
today :D

yay! today's is the 30th! :D i want derrick's album! ahhhh.

chem test tmr ):



Monday, July 28, 2008 @ 7:19 PM
D DAY {:

:D

happy{:

at least for now, i can see :D

TWO MORE DAYS !



Sunday, July 27, 2008 @ 6:02 PM

derrick rocks :D

okay whatever.
there's school tmr,
how depressing.
its going to be soooo boring.


Saturday, July 26, 2008 @ 9:19 PM

i feel strange today.
guess i'm still expecting to see the tent when i wake up or sth.
now i know why the seniors say they miss obs.
because im feeling exactly the same now.
I MISS OBS!
one whole week of not thinking about school at all.
not bothering ourselves with the outside world,
enjoying ourselves with teammates and sometimes feeling irrtated by insects.
agrh. i sound emo, dont i? heh.
yeah lah, i really miss obs,
the sea, the wind,the people, everything.
gahh.

went for training today.
so damn tired, i almost fell asleep on the bus if not for that bunch of noisy guys behind me.
when i reached i was greeted by "seychee you have sexy legs!".
i know i have alot of insect bites luh.
did some weird run today.
my legs totally felt like wood and i was forcing every step lah.
one week of no running.
-thinks of obs again and emos-
lol. yes and i really feel very tired now.
oh yeah, i cut my hair again and i bet people are going to start calling me strawberry again.
W H A T E V E R !


/edit
my face lit up when i saw derrick on tv :D


Friday, July 25, 2008 @ 6:33 PM
OBS
wow. i'm back from OBS !
it seemed like it was yesterday that i was so worried about going to obs,
and now i'm like sitting in front of my computer.

DAY 1 :
we assembled in school and took bus to pungol jetty point.
i rmbed that we were feeling very hot and pekchek to have to wait with our heavy bags.
after waiting for a pretty long time,
finally got on the jetty and made our way to pulau ubin.
went to base camp.. camp 2.
we were group 2 .. aka COOK :D
seychee jesslyn yanhua rachel hoching ailing yawen qianqi ningqian(?) xiaohui(?) eric sizheng weisheng L-ton(??) and a guy whom i forgot his name.
lol.packed our bags in the store and did the introduction and blahblahblah.
our instructor was birin and he was lame and funny, hoho .
got our food and at first i thought it was for one day,
it was ALOT! in the end i realised it was to last for five days.. haha.
passed our valuables to birin for safe keeping and it rained for awhile.
first activity ever was a very common one,
the hand entangling thing?
we took a l o n g time to untangle ourselves,
and i was grabbed by the middle finger? it was being twisted arnd.. -.-
after that the rained stopped and we went. .
kayaking! :D
it was quite scary at first because we had to do the wet exit, and that is to capsize our boat.
and i was damn afraid! i scared i drown inside.
when me and jesslyn capsized for the first time,
i thought my head hit the kayak and i was damn panic lah.
in the end we went deeper and was supposed to capsize so that others can save us.
and i realised that capsizing was fun afterall! =.=
after kayaking went to bathe and stuffs..
at night we pitched our tents and cooked own food.
THE SMELL OF SOLID FUEL TABLETS SUCKS D:
at night i couldnt sleep.. typical seychee.
always cant sleep on first day of camp :D
jesslyn said i could wake her up to talk to me,
but i guess thats so cruel, depriving ppl of their slp.
so i stared at the tent for very l o n g before i fell aslp.. at least i think i did.

DAY 2:
woke up in the morning to build a raff for ourselves.
it was super tough to make and i bet most of us kena minor rope burns.
need to pull the ropes very hard ! D:
in the end we made it and i dint know that we would be so successful!
aww :D super proud of my grp can.
so we raffed to camp 1.
it was damn scary cause hoching was very excited and she kept falling into the water muahaha x) very hilarious.
camp 1 is indeed number 1.
it's like heaven lah.
when i reached there i saw shaojun and she was like,
" seychee want to eat or not, got alot of food! "
and then jiale ran out and say
"here no need cook one leh!they cook for you!"
and i was super stun.
it was really very cool!
the facilities were good and lunch was provided!
we learnt skills on rock climbing, like belaying.
but dint get to climb the super cool structure that i saw because no time D:
p.s. i saw shir falling off that structure and she was screaming like shit xD

DAY 3:
in the morning there was PT (?).
played some lame games which had one common objective-to make us run.
did rock climbing!
did it indoor cause it was raining like hell.
there is this cool rock wall that have this weird shape and is damn hard to climb.
since i was there i went to try and it was super scary.
needs alot of arm strength!
i managed to pass the red line ( :D:D ) but dint climb all the way up, DUH.
tired two times but it's just too scary.
like i can feel myself dropping!
i went like, "rachel im coming down!my hands are trembling."
"no!carry on! u can do it! "
"NO! I AM FALLING! "
"jiayou!"
"AHHHHHHHH" -drops-
nvm, very proud of myself alr :D
after that we went trekking.
some groups trekked in the morning from camp3 to camp1 and they were soaked cause of the rain.
they made it sound damn scary! like wild boars and big ants and whatever.
in the end it was not TOO bad luh.
the bagpacks were super heavy and me and jesslyn were the sweepers.
walked for very very long..and the paths are scary sometimes.
there was this part where we walked by the drain,
and then have to cross this mud path (?)
weisheng's shoes got stuck inside and he could only find one.
so he dint take it. poor him.
yeah and some called it OBI cause it looked like we were trekking in india =.=
in the end we finally reached camp3 and i was super happy :D
but there were no toilets and we couldnt bathe.
our toilet is kinda like..rocks?! ew i shant elaborate.
cooked magee mee at night and i think it was very romantic to eat while facing the sea.
it's super nice to sit by the shore at night! aww.
after that we had this little 3D gathering where jeffry told the ghost story.
i was damn scared i couldnt fall asleep at night so i covered my ears and went LALALA :D
after that had briefing on the sea expedition on the next day,
then we went to sleep {:
in the middle of the night our tent collapsed!
cause got a hole -.- so me jesslyn and xiaohui tried to fix it?
i was feeling irritated cause i wanted to sleep T.T
and we had to wake up at 1am to do duty lah.
somemore woke up at 4am the next day for expedition.
=.=

DAY 4:
sea expedition!
started our journey at about 8am.
was pretty excited.
at first it was easy and i felt damn relax.
but then when the tide changes we were suddenly paddling against the currents.
it was damn irritating because after paddling like hell for 30mins i still see the same things arnd me!?wanted to cry lah D:
but after that the tide was with us again and after five hours of paddling we reach camp2 again!
omg i was like super touched.
lol.but the expedition only really ended after we washed up all the kayaks and everything.
was super tiring and jeffry was being lame and playing with water.
after that did jetty jump , which birin called "leap of faith" haha.
IT WAS SUPER FUN.
so we did it a second time. i swear it was fun.
cleaned up, cooked and had a small talk with birin.
after that slept early. like real early. at about 9plus.
tired from expedition :X
our tents were by the shore and it was windy {:

DAY 5:
which is today.
was late in the morning AGAIN.
yes, we were never early for the five days in ubin.
=.=
cleaned up our stores and all the groups were desperately trying to find the things that they lost.
we lost quite a number of stuffs and in e end had to pay 2.80 each.
HAHAH xD
bought a obs shirt and i love it like crazy.
fyi, i have about 163 mosquito bites on me now.
yes i know thats ridiculous,
my blood is just too sweet i suppose.

haha. anyway.
obs was really a nice(?) experience luh.
i like the instructors and im so gonna miss them }:
although they might forget us the moment we leave ubin.
aww whatever. birin would be sleeping happily with his wife tonight {:



lol. i thought i would be less afraid of insects after OBS.
so i attempted to kill an insect that was loitering outside my room.
after staring at it for 5minutes i put the newspaper over it and screamed.
when i lift up the newspaper it was like overturned.
and i realised it had wings!
and it was like struggling to get up.
i took 10minutes before i had the courage to run pass it and get into my room.
before locking it outside. i wonder what's it doing now.


Sunday, July 20, 2008 @ 3:58 PM

omgomg NIKE HUMAN RACE !
pretty please i want to join!
its super super cool !! :D

The school in each category (School Team Challenge Cat. A or Cat. B) that has the most number of registered runners completing the Nike+ Human Race 10K under 90 minutes will win the School Team Challenge.

oh please. if we join we surely can run under 90mins one right!
we got so many people somemore,
if we all join we'll own! :D

Each school wins $10,000 cash + $3000 Nike voucher + Team trophy + featured in post-event Nike in-store campaign
Each Nike+ Human Race 10K Finisher will receive a Finisher's Bracelet.
The first 200 finishers will each receive a Nike+ Human Race 10K gym sack.

like omgomg. damn attractive can?
I WE WANT TO JOIN LUH :D
-anxiously waiting for mr quek's reply-

okay anyway.
OBS is like tmr!
maybe tonight i'll be damn excited and end up like a panda tmr.
gosh i really hope it'll be fun and i'll survive :D
yay and chiching promised to help me carry my 1.5l bottle LOL.
while steph carries my shoebag? [i hope her fingers wont turn into pig fingers]
lalala.
and im not bringing my phone! ):
i'll miss you darling. -looks at phone and starts to emo-

LOL. yeah people, dont miss me yeah? i'll be back soon!
heh heh.
and carrots good luck for trainings!
jiayou , dont give up (just because im not thr :D )
see you guys on saturday yeah .
<3


Saturday, July 19, 2008 @ 4:44 PM

57.01 :D :D




Friday, July 18, 2008 @ 9:02 PM

yesterday was swimming:D
yay i was happy.
i can finally swim without being breathless.
i hope this lasts ! :D
but after swimming my eyes were freaking scary.
i think its because the water kept going inside my goggles,
so the cholride made my eyes so, scary.
swimming makes people very tired,anyway.
so i slept very very early yesterday.
im a good girl {:

oh let me mention something.
during phy lesson jasmine came to class to look for abi.
"ms tan may i talk to abi pls?"
"NO"
i thought it was weird for teachers to not allow that,
so i said "WTH" and i accidentally said too loudly.
X; whoops? i think i hurt mrs yuan ): HAHA.

okay. today was like crap.
i almost missed my train in the morning!
ahh.i realised ive been waking up later and later D:
chinese presentation was a total embarrassment. grr.
langarts test was pretty screwed, too.
lol. and dear jiali slept for 45mins during ICAS -.-
pro ! :D

after school had OBS briefing.
it sounded .. scary.
got so many scary things to do.. D:
and its like after school the obs group list was out.
then practically the whole of sec3s surrounding the board can!
too excited -.-
my group is.. okay lah.
got jesslynlee{:
den got rachel hoching and sizheng.
the rest i dont really know.
haha xD
i hope obs is fun.
very worried that it'll be very tiring.. T.T


12km tmr!


Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @ 9:44 PM

today morning was crap.
noob chiching says that theres a bird on my bag.
when its like obviously a human!
and she went around telling every carrot she sees.
NOOB.
then i was trying to hit steph's chin and she covered it,
so i hit her head and say "i shall hit the top"
and she said "u hit shangmian i hit xia mian! "
=_= and sharon laughed like some retard xD

after school met sihui and mavis in e canteen.
and the teacher who has very big eyes and long lashes actually rmbs mavis and me.
maybe because we used to sit in front, haha.
at first i thought he geigei one,
so i asked him if he recgonise reb.
luckily he said no lah,
he dint even teach her before xD

trng was tiring X:
but the weather's good :D
farkleg frm 10min intervals to 12min intervals.
and the dist we sprint is OBVIOUSLY longer lor.
but nvm, its over! (:
after that rebecca pangsehed me and chang pangsehed sharon,
cause they gt car to take home can! T_T
at first wanted to take 97e with sharon,
but apparently her card has nt enough money -.- haha !
in e end chiching they all come out alr.
we managed to squeeze up 97 lah!
pro :D
i love hitting chiching's head :D
although that'll make her shorter , and of course retard-er.
:D

and i think they love my shirt.
and bottle.


Monday, July 14, 2008 @ 8:59 PM

screwed.
i feel like i have so many things to do,
but i just dont know what.

geog test tmr.
goodluck.

ive decided not to laugh so much in class.
and be a nice quiet girl.
if not i'll do something stupid again,
and make yanran laugh during physics lessons.


Sunday, July 13, 2008 @ 8:07 PM

speech day ytd.
as the name suggests, thr's indeed alot of speeches.
D: but i like the performances! (:

had training at macritchie,
me sihui and rebecca ran for 93 like siao :D
mr quek asked the melvin guy to come again,
it stressed me a little.
but like what rebecca says,
at least i have someone to run with.
"there is no motivation without stress" (?)
however the 12km run was quite disappointing.
my 8km timing was fast ,
in fact my PB for 8km!
but because its too fast,
my last 4km screwed like SIAO.
i can feel myself jogging lah,
i kept forcing my legs to move faster but my heart feels like its going to jump out anytime.
and so i went s l o w e r and s l o w e r and when i came back my timing sucks.
its even slower than last week's timing.
oh well, lesson learnt.
never run too hard the first 8km X:

yeah, and dear sihui fell down!
like omg }:
she was running very well anyway,
like VERY WELL .
ongsihui get well soon! <33

MARATHON SWIM 2008.
and the least distance is like 1500m ?!
i freaked out when i read the email.
at first i thought it was a run.
then i was like, aeh mrquek ask me run 1500m? no prob!
den i went to the website and i STUN.
like omg? its 30laps!
>.<
myquek told me "its not a race, its a challenge" .
yeahh, it's INDEED A CHALLENGE.
okay lah, like wad mrquek said,
we have 6 more weeks.
i hope i can survive the swim!
goodluck to me ...
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quiz.
List out the top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. New pencil case!
2. BIGBIG SOFT TOY [:
3. cutecute balloons?
4. erm. bags??
5. MONEY? (i dont know what to put .. so.. )
Answer the following questions:
#1. the person who tagged you is:
WEEYANRAN =.=
sharonOw.
jesslynLim.
#2. your relationship with her is:
ex-tablemate, classmates, and a special relationship. (LOL?)
was sitting in front of her, now behind. shes my pa (?) !
besties! :D nicesweet <3
#3. your 5 impressions of her:
huh so hard. crappy, lame, likes to emo, hair very long, looks quiet but is wild at inside. (AHAH i think i will get killed) .
only 1 impression. ZILIAN.
lovable, lovable, lovable, lovable and very lovable!
#4. the most memorable thing she has done for you:
pushed a fly on her calculator to me during phy lesson and made me scream .
hit my butt until like so darn pain!?
so manymany. like buying me 100plus everytime after i ate prawn mee with chilli padi ?
5. the most memorable word she has said to you:
"why do u always do stupid things during physics lesson!" -laughs like shit-
"LG"
"i love you"
#6. if she becomes your lover, you will:
kill myself for being a lesbian.
know that im insane.
hm, i wont want to get killed by so many guys(:
#7. if she was your lover, a few things she would have to improve on would be:
i dont know. cut her hair? =_=
too long a list. (x
nth please.
#8. if she becomes your enemy, you will:
touch her hair and she'll go "ahhh~"
pull out all her hair and hit her butt like shit.
kill myself.
#9. if she becomes your enemy, the reason would be:
cause i pulled her hair too much ? X:
i cant stand her zilian-ness (:
it wont happen lah!
#10. the most desired thing you want to do for her now is:
kill her for making me do this quiz.
i dont know, slap her? MUAHAHA jk .
give her a bigbig hug x)
#11. your overall impression of her is:
siao. no more impressions liao lah can.
i shant repeat.
=_=
#12. how do you think about how people around you will feel about you:
this question is so lame. i dont know.
#13. the character you love about yourself is:
randomness! (maybe)
#14. on the contrary, things that you hate about yourself are:
mood swings! :D and, i dont know.
#15. the most ideal person you want to be is:
i want to be me (:
#16. for people that care about and like you, say something to them:
LOL ? "I LOVE U!"
#17. pass this quiz to 10 ppl that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. chewchiching.
2.jesslynlim(:
3.stephliew. I DOUBT SHE'LL UPDATE ANW.
4.sheenasee.
5.tracykoh. if she ever updates heh.
6.weide ?
7.gloria?
8.sharonow? although yr tagged her alr -_-
9.changming? idk!
10.ermerm. sharonlee?
#18 who is 6 having relationship with?
[weide] LOL. no idea man.
#19 is no.9 a female or male?
[changming] FEMALE. if i say male she'll kill me.
#20 if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a gd thing?
[gloria and sharonlee?] like no link?
#21 how about no.8 and 5?
[sharonow and tracykoh] =___=
#22 what is no.2 studying about?
[jesslynlim] typical RV things?
#23 when was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
[steph] erm. last trng she wasnt thr. friday after school?
#24 what kind of music does no.8 like?
[sharonow] WEIRD MUSIC I SUPPOSE. she keeps singing love,me though.
#25 Does no.1 have any siblings?
[chiching] yeah, a sister ?
#26 will you woo no.3?
[steph] ERM? no i think (:
#27 how about no.7?
[gloria] i think we're alr steady.
#28 is no.4 single?
[sheena] ASK HER :D
#29 what's the surname of no.5?
[tracyKOH] i suppose u know e ans.
#30 what's the hobby of no.4?
[sheena] i dont know. running for the train in e morning? ahah.
#31 does no.5 and 9 get along well?
[tracy and changming] they dont know each other.
#32 where is no.2 studying at?
[jesslyn] this is lame. RV lah?
#33 talk something casually about no.1.
[chiching] shes a noob who likes to hit ppl's chin.
#34 have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
[sharonow] OH PLEASE.
#35 where does no.9 live at?
[changming] GOMBAK :D
#36 what color does no.4 like?
[sheena] i dunno!
#37 are no.5 and 1 best friends?
[tracy and chiching] they dont know each other =_=
#38 does no.7 like no.2 ?
[gloria and jesslyn] i suppose so :D
#39 how do you get to know no.2?
[jesslynlim] since sec1 ! thanks to a SC who mixed up our names.
#40 does no.1 have any pets?
[chiching] i dont think so lah! she herself alr a dog..
#41 is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
[gloria] HAHA! ANSWER IT URSELF!
FINALLY DONE. THANKS MAN YANRAN.


Friday, July 11, 2008 @ 7:48 PM
my lovely playmates
monday we're supposed to write a chinese compo on our childhood playmates.
so, i was bored just now and started recalling my playmates.
and that was when i realised how much i miss the past ):

clairelee.
you used to live like just one floor below mine,
so i went to ur house like practically everyday -_-
had loads of fun with you.
i rmb how we secretly made bubbles in your bathroom,
how you encouraged me to jump down ur double decker bed with blanket covering myself to be a super woman,
how i fell down a playground because i was so freaked out that i was going to be caught while playing catching,
and so many many more.
but you had to move house.
i rmb you inviting me to your new condo swimming pool to play,
and that was the last time we had so much fun together.
after that somehow we lost contact,
its so pathetic cause i dont even have you on my msn list ):
ohmygosh. i really miss the times! >.<
I WANT TO MEET UP AGAIN ~ I NEED TO FIND YOU!

wingtong.
went to tuition together,
same class for 2 years.
we always quarrel alot over small stuffs,
but the next day we'll behave like nth happened (:
everytime after tuition we'll go to the playground near your house to play the swing,
remember the bullies who always bullied us?
it all started because u called the girl short! hahaha xD
ever since then whenever we go to the playground they will bully us like siao,
but we never admited defeat too =D
we'll meet up during festivals too,
i rmb we used to light candles tgt and almost burned the whole patch of grass,
and i used to go to ur hse to play the garfield thinggy-.-
and u introduced me to miniclips! LOL.
i still have the photos of us when we were like super young,
(=
i guess we should meet up soon,
very long never go out tgt! dint make it last holiday too. boo):

belindasee
(= (=
been same class for six years straight in primary school!
fate (:
its really fate lor. until now, i still same sch as ur sis sia.
haha. the most memorable thing was celebrating ur birthday at ur hse when we were.. 10(?) .
i have a picture of u me sheena amanda and her bro singing with a fake and big microphone.
xD sweet memories.
and i always say want to go find u in m'sia also never one.
now i lost ur add in malaysia alr, haha.
hope to meet up soon, you busy nanyang-er !
>.<

serene.
for a period of time i went to jimmy's house like almost everyday after school.
and you are his neighbour! so naturally we became friends(:
had fun together, and you always freak me out by telling me how scary the ahma who lives next door is.
i rmb thr was one christmas we promised to exchange presents but u never got yours! ): i forgot.
and we would like slack for super long at the corrider,
playing with jimmy's scooter or ur heelies.
and your cousins came one day and i was like super shocked,
cause i've never seen them in my whole life.
and we went to the playground to play,
and your cousins were super sweet too!
now i dont even go to jimmy's hse anymre,
and i dont even know if u still have time to play with me anyway.
):



mygosh. thanks to the chinese compo,
i realised how much i miss the past.
suddenly i think i have more life when i was younger ):
now in rv, its homwork, cca, homework, and cca.
and maybe speechday as well.
i want those days back,
when we can only think about play and not care about anything else..


Thursday, July 10, 2008 @ 8:22 PM

today morning was damn suay.
missed the train at je cause there were too many people.. T.T
i cant believe steph and chiching actually squeezed up that train.
so in the end took the later bus, thanks for waiting! heehee{:
on the bus there was one weird guy,
luckily i dint stand beside him!
his actions were very exaggerated and i was trying so hard not to laugh.
hah.

mrs wong actually asked me to join the writing competition thing,
just because i am a history student. -_-
and i rejected her!
if she sees my results and realise how pro my langarts is,
she'll probably reject me even if i volunteer.
(:
and mrs khoo actually changed my seat.
like WHY ! T.T i never talk to yanran in class one lor. (yeah right)
now thrs like no jiali beside me/in front of me,
no sharon behind me, blahblah.
i dont like! ):
somemre LUKE is like sitting behind me.
and he said i would disturb him. like wth! mre like he disturb me can.
-_-
I MISS MY OLD SEAT ~

CID was fun, for once! (sudden change of topic)
was talking about track stuffs for the 1hour 40min =D
and i have alot of happytreefriends videos in my phone now thanks to seok.
haha! and seok's phone actually have the spin fun,
which me, zhengxiao and peizheng were crazy over when we were playing tsesin's phone.
too bad i cant send it to my phone ):

after CID had team break.
like omg, it's been ages since all 7 of us ate together.
it was fun! {:
and it was nice of tracy to lose and helped us keep our plates.
haha! now on, every thursday is TEAM BREAK okay? :D :D

after school, had to rush to ccab for swimming(!).
met chiching and sihui at the canteen and went tgt,
cause SOMEBODY pangsehed us and went first. haha.
and we waited at the bus stop for 153 like super long can!
in e end when the bus came we were like super happy.
the bus driver actually stopped for a second and then drive off as in we were invisible,
when we were like waving madly at him?
OMG WTH LAH felt like throwing a rock at the bus can.
super pissed off! ): hai us late.
in e end was about to take cab when another 153 came.
haha. DONT LET ME SEE THAT UNCLE THAT DROVE OFF AGAIN MAN.

only had about an hour to swim.
started at the learner's pool for warm up.
realised that there were very little people left in e learner's pool. stressed!
haha.
after that moved to big pool and did laps.
as usual, i was panting LIKE MAD.
-.- after mrquek's many attempts to find out the problem,
i finally decided to swim two laps without stopping.
that took me alot of courage! -_-
but in the end i didnt do it,
cause mrquek called me when i was about to swim my second lap =.=

so, now im like super black AGAIN.
im mentally prepared to hear things that "u are so black!" again.
(:


Wednesday, July 9, 2008 @ 9:32 PM

i felt very tired today }:
no idea why.
perharps it was because i went to school with a bunch of noobs today.
JK! i think tmr morning i'll be dead.

PE was like, ohmygosh lame.
seriously. we were running around the gallery,
i cannot imagine how we looked like.
argh -_-

geog was bad.
had lesson in the library,
which was right after pe?
and we really dint want to change out.
we were sweating like mad and imagine we change into our uniforms sweatyly.
how ever you phrase that luh.
so we stunned outside the toilet,
not wanting to change out.
decided to talk to ms tan about that,
but apparently she was pissed off.
"i will start the lesson without them if they dont want to change out."
fine loh. so we went to change in the end.
and went to class like 15mins late.
i was kinda expecting her to scold,
and jesslyn was like "不被骂才怪".
in the end nth happened.
like wow, ms tan really has a nice temper.
which made me abit guilty.

today's assembly was okay,
at least not at boring as SOME assemblies.
a senior(?) came back to talk about being a reporter.
lol, and today i realised just how lame rv students can be.
like, asking lame questions.
blah.

-ends post abruptly-


Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 10:01 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST JESSLYN !
yeah i know its tmr! >.< but im not that sure if im going to use the com tmr {:
okay, how do i continue this post?
LOL.
thanks charcoal for being as black as me ;D
you siaozhabor. heh heh.
and your arh, stop ur naughty gossips.
respect your ahma! :D
haha okay lah. ive no inspiration now for touching post.
xP


@ 8:07 PM

i survived another day ! {:
lols.

i suddenly have the urge to mention this bee,
which flew in in the middle of our history class.
i think the bee lost it's mind or sth,
or maybe it loves the fan too much.
IT JUST KEEPS FLYING INTO THE FAN ! -.-
i was surprised that it wasnt like, cut into 2 .
and mr d was like covering his head with his bag,
at that moment i thought he looked like a lan tou jin.
poor bee, it died at last due to the lack of light. (?)

the above was crap, i dont think anyone understands.


whatismygoal?
today's trng was a booboo.
felt dizzy and obviously i slowed down like some shit.
dint feel very good after that.
sometimes i ask myself,
what is it tat i really want ?
i believed that i have a goal,
and that is to do well in nats and NOT let the team down.
and i thought i was firm enough.
but on the other hand, maybe not.
because im just so afraid of tiredness.
and if others out thr think that thrs nth hard about running, all we do is run, ure wrong.
its really a challenge mentally,
to give in to tiredness or to fight it.
i really need to get rid of that fear.

just because we dont look tired doesnt mean that we arent feeling tired.
its just that people cant see the pain inside.


Monday, July 7, 2008 @ 8:32 PM

a talk with jesslyn is always nice {:
and it made me realised how much ive changed.
its surprising how i easily trusted people.
really!
just come and talk to me with a big smile,
behave like a miss/mr nice ,
and you gain my trust.

but now? nono !
i've learnt!
is that a good or bad thing?
i dont know.
i find it hard to put ur trust in people now.
there are certain things i can tell to certain someones,
but thats not 100% , too.
{:

okay, guess i was being really random again.


@ 4:13 PM
my life is filled with food [:
lol. i was about to do a quiz on chiching's blog,
and i alr copied and pasted it into my post.
then i looked at the questions and my mind was blank.
i guess if i were to do it all my ans would be like,
"i dont know" , "can i choose not to answer?"
hah.

[edited]
this blogskin took me so long !
and i lost all my links in the process.
}:


Sunday, July 6, 2008 @ 8:21 PM

havent been updating these few days.
lazy ! {:

whr shall i start?
yesterday.
went to trng as usual in the morning.
and of course we did 12km again.
mr quek asked a guy called melvin to set the pace for us,
so we just ran with him.
and surprising its so much easier to run when u have someone to pace !
oh, and i saw mrs yeow (if tt's how u spell) running while i was running the second 4km.
hah! {:
the last 4km was like crazy.
i so wanted to stop but that melvin guy was like going faster and faster.
so i had no choice but to catch up yeah.
and its the first time i dint stop at the freaking slope frm the girl's route out to the road.
-applauds-
and in the end i broke my record !
not exactly lah, i only did 12km 3 times.
;D yay, i conclude that i like to pace people.

after training was super tired and bused with sihui,changming,sharon,steph and wanxin.
sec1s went to eat while i went home to sleep (:
was supposed to have dinner with suki jie and andy gor,
but i was like super tired so i pangsehed dajie xP

went to shengsong with my parents and was very happy cause i bought alot of FOOD !
yumyum {:

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): i dont know what else to post about.
my mind is blank and i feel tired.
heehee.
btw, im looking forward to obs again! :D
no more demoralising thoughts woohoo !
[edited]
i just realised how many typos i have in the post.
what's wrong with me!


Wednesday, July 2, 2008 @ 8:41 PM
it wasnt you .
one word to describe today : tiring.
had a big surprise when mrs yuanhuizhen actually walked into our class during math lesson.
she took over math lesson -_-
and it was very hypnotising .
if i closed my eyes for five seconds i think i will fall asleep alr.
i was battling the z monster ! lol.

PDP was random, some ppt slides about language then physics?
i see no link.
but anyway the physics thingy was quite interesting.
like, i dont understand a single thing he was saying.
get heavier when u travel faster?
and i dont understand about the travelling and not getting old thing.
-_-

dint go for swimming today,
so today i was a guaikia and went home {:
swimming tmr with sihui and reb,
yay indoor!
at least not so chao da yeah (:

keepmymindoffyou?


Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 9:13 PM
i dont care.
okay.
today i was zi highing in class, for no reasons at all.
wanxin's birthday present is cute .

training was like farkleg again.
the sun was like %$@* ! and i felt so dehydrated can.
but anw, it's over :D

after training we had to throw a ball to another fren to build up on upper body strength.
while trying to catch sihui's ball i actually hurt my finger.
i thought it was the middle one .
-_- (sadly it isnt).

very pain now lah.
and my dad insist that he help me "massage",
and he wrapped a like yao gao around my thin cute little finger.
so now my finger looks beautiful :D