Tuesday, July 8, 2008 @ 8:07 PM

i survived another day ! {:
lols.

i suddenly have the urge to mention this bee,
which flew in in the middle of our history class.
i think the bee lost it's mind or sth,
or maybe it loves the fan too much.
IT JUST KEEPS FLYING INTO THE FAN ! -.-
i was surprised that it wasnt like, cut into 2 .
and mr d was like covering his head with his bag,
at that moment i thought he looked like a lan tou jin.
poor bee, it died at last due to the lack of light. (?)

the above was crap, i dont think anyone understands.


whatismygoal?
today's trng was a booboo.
felt dizzy and obviously i slowed down like some shit.
dint feel very good after that.
sometimes i ask myself,
what is it tat i really want ?
i believed that i have a goal,
and that is to do well in nats and NOT let the team down.
and i thought i was firm enough.
but on the other hand, maybe not.
because im just so afraid of tiredness.
and if others out thr think that thrs nth hard about running, all we do is run, ure wrong.
its really a challenge mentally,
to give in to tiredness or to fight it.
i really need to get rid of that fear.

just because we dont look tired doesnt mean that we arent feeling tired.
its just that people cant see the pain inside.